Yesterday, in the middle of a busy working Monday, a thought bubble popped out – it said,
“How can I feel more in control of my days? How can I feel like my days – including weekdays – are mine again? How can I bring back my regular everyday bliss from when I still had full control of my schedule?”
This morning when I woke up, I got my answer.
It’s to make more time for Play. By play, I mean, it could be anything at all that we simply do because it’s fun and it allows us to be creative. It lets our mind wander and expand. For one person it could be spending time with animals, for another it could be working out in the gym – for me, it’s thinking on a blank sheet – it’s both drawing and writing, although I tend to write more often these days.
Today since I woke up 30 minutes earlier than usual, I started taking my power back. I started writing at 5 am – before I proceed with my usual daily grind.
Ironic because what playing actually offers us is the space to lose control – yet it’s also the very thing that makes us feel more in control of our life.
Perhaps after all this time we are just spiritual kids inside us. We just want to explore, create and have
some a lot of fun!
Even before I started writing this piece, just the thought of writing already lifted my spirits up.
I started feeling more hopeful about my day, knowing that it’s not just another day to spend living for other people’s dreams and fulfillment.
In fact, it’s mine – I create it – just like all the days past and all the days to come. Everything else in my life is just there to support me in living life the way I want to – including my day job (and not the other way around).